My biggest inspiration right now . . .

For the people who have been watching this brand closely, and are beggining to learn some of the lifestyle - I thank you because in this blog post I get a little into my personal life. Some may think that is bad for the company, but I believe that this is what makes the hunger of the brand so much more intense. And in turn it pushes out more passionate product, and a clientele who is in touch with the heart of the product.

Anyway, so guess what? . . . Feel-X is going to be a father! Yea, I know its crazy and some of you may think it is just another statistic; but actually this is truly a blessing. Me and wifey, have known each other for over six years and are now at the end of the month approaching our 4th year of being together. All of the drama - both the good and the bad times, have led us to where we stand right now. Just last night I was asked by a good friend of mine named Tejon; "How did you know when you were in love with Angie?". I replyed - "That's hard to say". Because in all honesty there is no true indicator for love. All I know is that . . . Regardless; no matter what stress or drama I may go through with her - I just can not be with out her. From family drama to arguements and fights that have blown through the roof; I still love her. And now more than ever I see her as - "Wow. That is the mother of my child."
Just this past friday was our first actual doctors appointment, and "I heard the baby's heartbeat!" This had to be the quickest, yet most life changing experience ever. Although we stand at almost 4 months of pregnancy and we have known for a while of this child, this was where there are no more questions asked about the situation .. . "This is real!"
With the joy and happiness of knowing you are about to become a father, there is also a sense of stress that comes with you knowing you have to do everything in your will power to support this child. This driving force has been the biggest inspiration in my life for the past few months, and will continue on through life as I know that it is my responsibility to take care of another life.

One created by me.

-All is love
-Feel-X